28th may

The guys in holiday tuition teased me relentlessly about him, today and yesterday. I felt kinda happy inside but too much is an overkill.

What happened afterwards gave me a bit of a heart attack.

He texted me and asked, "Uh whatever answer you have to this question, I hope it doesn't change anything in between us. Do you like me?"









I think I died a little and came back to life because of an unanswered question. So I asked him "Why do you ask?". And he's like, "because the guys in tui keep teasing me about you."

At that point, I was fairly sure I was cursing my luck. Why in god damn world's hell did I agree to exchange info on who I like. "So, do you like me?"

"Yeah.."

There was a little pause and you could hear a deathly silence hung in a thick fog round our heads. "You sure? This isn't a prank of anything right?"

"Yeah, why?"

"Because I like you too."

25th may

I openly admitted I still liked him over the past three years, even though I said I got over him. It was during one of the Game Saturdays we used to have. And he wasn't there.

I could really care less what the others think, I'm just afraid that things would get viral and out of control.

21st may

Today he got a new haircut. He kept bugging me if it was weird, and whined that it was weird.
In my opinion, it was everything but weird.
It was cute.

17th may

At school after an exam. He caught me drawing a picture of him. And he asked me right then who did I draw. I said "It was Sarah."
"Oh.. I saw a guy, so I thought it was Baker"
"I'd never draw Baker, because I don't find him the least bit attractive"
"Mean, then what about Alex?"
"Alex? That 'uncle'?"
"Alex isn't that bad either."
"Alex? Are you kidding me?"
"Okay then what about James."
"I'd rather die."

How our conversation went on.

Today at tuition, while Ms was busy rearranging seats, he implied that he preferred to sit with me although I'd torture him to death with tickles and pokes, rather than sit peacefully undisturbed with a random girl he didn't know.

Honestly that gave me more hope that should have been. But I didn't want to encourage myself so I shrugged it of and went along to my other guy crush. Even though I'd never like him like I like you.

11th may

We accidentally pranked people and made people misunderstand that we were a couple. -LOL-

Funniest shit ever although the truth of it did break my heart.

Even if it's just a little.